it ain't easy

Falling in love is never easy. Why can't it be as simple as testing an application and reporting a buy, or programming a module and deploying it to production?

Why do two people have to go to charades with all these so called emotions? Why not just be straight to the point and say "I love you"? It puzzles me to point of total uncertainty.

I hope that they teach this to us in class back at first grade :)

Touched by an Angel

I went "skype" online last Thursday and chatted with one of my best REWSS friends named Mike. We had this usual "kamusta-mabuti" conversations. But then I told him that I am quite happy, he asked me again "Annie, kamusta ka talaga? yung totoo?" I was so touched by his sincerity.

I remembered that he is one of the guys I am with at REWSS during those good and not-so-good times. And I really came to love these people, they are my friends =)

The usual, I told him stories... He is like a brother... Then he reminded me again... And I said that I have already learned. There is one thing that I found really nice in our conversation:

Him: meron ako friend na nasira ang career dahil sa lovelife, nasaktan kasi ng sobra eh
Me: Oo nga, minsan hindi maiiwasan yun. So kamusta naman ung friend mo na yun ngayon?
Him: Ayun, nakahanap ng mas magandang trabaho hehehe
Me: Wow! Galing naman nun! Sino ba yun?
Him: Ikaw :)

He said that he is quite glad to hear that I am happy now because according to him, every time he sees me or talks to me, I look so hurt and lonely and he said that I don't deserve it. Such a nice guy :)