a new perspective

I had several realizations these past few days...

I have new motivational factors...

I have new things I want to do, places I want to see and people I want to meet...

and I will start now...

I am now thankful that all of those painful things happened to me.. No matter how painful they may seem during that time... It is because of those painful experiences that I decided to lead a different path and therefore led me to meet new people who gave me a new hope and perspective in life... I cannot imagine my life now without them... =)

I cannot imagine my life now without Detdet, Angie, Cates and Minet... Those people who made me laugh during the time that I am in so much confusion... People who made life at ADB bearable... People who understand how I feel...

I cannot imagine my life without KX, Chona, Victor, Arvin and Kats. I cannot imagine my life without KX and Chona most especially, my team mates... KX who prays for me, who gives me hope and who made me believe in God once more. Chona, who is always there to sympathize with me every time I feel so down and too lonely.

The sincerity of these people gives me strength. I cry occasionally nowadays at the office but these people are always there to lift me up... like brothers and sisters holding out their hands. When I feel like I just want to sit like a child at one corner of Ayala and just cry my heart out, they lift me up... Even those people who I don't know personally and are in a different team like Jet and Joy are so sweet and caring... Sincere people... they are my angels =)